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ﻻ ﺗﺨﻠﻴﻨﻲ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻲ ....ﺃﻣﻮﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻮﻓﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ
بسمة حجازي
 ﺻﻌﺐ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺗﻨﺎﻡ
ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﻳﺎﺭﻭﺣﻲ ﻗﻠﻘﺎﻧﺔ
ﻭﺻﻌﺐ ﺗﺤﺲ ﻣﻌﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﺍﻡ
ﻷﻧﻲ ﺯﻭﺩ ..ﺯﻭﺩ .. ﻣﺸﺘﺎﻗﺔ
ﻣﺎﺑﻲ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻭﻣﺎﺑﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺼﺎﻡ
ﺃﺑﻲ ﻳﺎﻋﻤﺮﻱ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺻﺪﺭﻙ ﺃﻧﺎﻡ
ﺗﺮﺍﻧﻲ ﺃﻧﺜﻰ ﻭﻃﻔﻠﺔﻏﺮﻳﺒﺔ ﻓﻴﻨﻲ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻧﺔ
ﻷﻧﻲ ﻳﺎﺣﺒﻴﺐ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺡ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻭﺩ ﺣﻨﺎﻧﻲ ﻭﻟﻬﺎﻧﺔ
ﺃﺑﻴﻚ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺇﺣﺴﺎﺳﻲ ﻭﺗﻜﺬﺏ ﻏﻴﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ
ﺃﺑﻴﻚ ﺗﻘﻮﻟﻲ ﺃﺣﺘﺎﺟﻚ ﻣﻌﺎﻱ ﺑﻜﻞ ﻭﻗﺖ
ﺃﺑﻴﻚ ﺗﺮﺟﻊ ﺍﻷﻟﻮﻥ
ﻭﺗﻌﺰﻑ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﺎ ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻥ
ﻭﺗﻌﺰﻓﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺇﺣﺴﺎﺳﻚ
ﺃﺑﻴﻚ ﺗﺮﺍﻗﺼﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﻤﺲ ﺃﺣﻼﻣﻚ
ﻭﺃﺑﻲ ﺃﺗﻤﺎﻳﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻧﺒﺾ ﺃﺷﻮﺍﻗﻚ
ﺃﺳﻠﻲ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﺑﺼﻮﺗﻚ ﻣﻊ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻞ ﻭﺃﺣﺎﺗﻲ
ﻭﺃﻃﻤﻦ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺑﺸﻮﻓﻚ ﺑﺼﻮﺭﺓ ﺗﻨﺎﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺟﻬﺎﺯﻱ
ﻭﺃﻛﺬﺏ ﺧﻮﻓﻲ ﻭﺣﺰﻧﻲ
ﻭﺃﻃﻤﻦ ﻓﻴﻚ ﺇﺣﺴﺎﺳﻲ
ﺧﻴﺎﻟﻚ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ﻣﺎﻳﻔﺎﺭﻗﻨﻲ
ﻭﻻ ﻧﻈﺮﺍﺗﻚ ﺧﻠﺘﻨﻲ
ﻭﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﺇﻧﻚ ﻣﻌﻲ ﺟﻨﺒﻲ
ﺗﻜﻠﻤﻨﻲ ﻭﺗﻬﻤﺲ ﻟﻲ ...
ﻭﺃﺳﻤﻊ ﺻﻮﺗﻚ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﻓﻲ
ﺑﺘﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻞ ﻳﻨﺎﺩﻳﻨﻲ..
ﺣﻨﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺡ ﺿﻤﻴﻨﻲ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺣﺴﻚ ﺩﻓﺎ ﻧﺒﻀﻲ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺣﺴﻚ ﺷﺮﺍﻳﻴﻨﻲ
ﻭﺃﻫﺰ ﺍﻟﺸﻮﻕ ﺑﺼﺪﺭﻱ
ﺃﻗﻮﻟﻪ ﻳﺎﻋﺴﻰ ﺗﻐﻔﻰ
ﻭﻫﻮ ﻣﻌﺎﻧﺪ ﻋﻴﻮﻧﻲ
ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻲ .. ﻛﻴﻔﻚ .. ﻃﻤﻨﻲ
ﺷﻐﻠﻨﻲ ﺧﻮﻓﻲ ﻭﺩﻣﻌﻲ
ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺳﻬﺮﺍﻧﺔ ﻟﻄﻴﻮﻓﻚ
ﻳﻤﺮ ﻋﻄﺮﻙ ﻭﺻﻮﺗﻚ
ﻭﺍﺣﺲ ﺑﻘﺮﺑﻪ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻙ
ﺗﺒﻲ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ
ﺗﺮﻯ ﺑﻠﻤﺴﻬﺎ ﻛﻔﻮﻓﻚ
ﻭﺃﻟﻌﺐ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺻﺎﺑﻌﻬﺎ
ﺃﺷﺎﻛﺴﻬﺎ .. ﺃﺩﻟﻠﻬﺎ
ﻭﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﺑﻬﻤﺲ ﻳﺎﺭﻭﺣﻲ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺸﺘﺎﻗﺔ ﻟﻌﻴﻮﻧﻚ . ..ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺤﺘﺎﺟﺔ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻙ
ﺻﺮﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺣﻼﻣﻲ ﻳﺎﻋﻤﺮﻱ ﺃﺷﻮﻓﻚ
ﻛﺒﺮ ﻫﺎﻟﺪﻧﻴﺎ ﺃﺣﺒﻚ .. ﻭﻛﺜﺮ ﻫﺎﻟﺪﻧﻴﺎ ﺃﺑﻴﻚ
ﺃﺳﺄﻟﻚ ﺑﺎﻟﻠﻪ ﺗﺠﻴﻨﻲ .. ﺗﻨﺎﺩﻳﻨﻲ .. ﺗﺼﺤﻴﻨﻲ
ﺗﺒﻮﺱ ﺧﺪﻱ ﻭﺗﻐﻄﻴﻨﻲ
ﺗﺸﻴﻞ ﺩﺑﺪﻭﺑﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺻﺪﺭﻱ
ﻭﺗﻬﻤﺲ ﻟﻲ .. ﺣﻨﻴﻨﻲ .. ﺣﻨﻴﻨﻲ ..ﺿﻤﻴﻨﻲ
ﻳﺎﺣﺒﻴﺐ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﺭﺟﻴﺘﻚ ﻻ ﺗﺨﻠﻴﻨﻲ
ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﺧﻠﺺ ﺣﻠﻤﻲ ﻃﻠﺒﺘﻚ
ﺻﺢ ﺭﻭﺣﻲ ﺑﺈﺗﺼﺎﻟﻚ
ﻭﺃﺳﺄﻝ ﻋﻨﻲ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ
ﻃﻤﻦ ﻧﺒﻀﻲ ﺑﺼﻮﺗﻚ
ﺭﻳﺢ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺑﺮﺟﻮﻋﻚ
ﺑﻮﺳﻬﺎ ﻃﻔﻠﺔ ﺣﻨﻴﻨﻚ
ﺿﻤﻨﻲ ﻣﺮﺓﺏ ﻳﺪﻳﻨﻚ
ﻭﺧﻠﻨﻲ ﺃﺣﻜﻲ ﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻚ
ﺣﺘﻰ ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﻓﻲ ﻏﻴﺎﺑﻚ
ﺑﻤﻠﻰ ﻫﺎﻟﺪﻧﻴﺎ ﺧﻮﺍﻃﺮ
ﻛﻠﻬﺎ ﻣﻨﻚ ﻭﻓﻴﻚ
ﺃﺑﺘﺪﻱ ﺑﻜﻠﻤﺔ .. ﺃﺣﺒﻚ
ﻭﺃﻧﺘﻬﻲ ﺑﻜﻠﻤﺔ ..ﺃﺑﻴﻚ
ﻻ ﺗﺨﻠﻴﻨﻲ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻲ ...اموت ﻣﻦ ﺧﻮﻓﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ